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tonights roulette would be is it an EDNOS or is it just tiktok and tt tripple p'ing me? 

merry christmas and happy new years everyone!! 
          
          lol my ex dumped me right before Christmas so i hope u guys are having it better rn <33 
          

i have a very simple thought. 
          
          i wanna kiss jakey boy on the cheeks. tyvm

i once found a theory where mc in duskwood is somehow involved with mwaf. like, they were close and and partners in what they did to hannah and amy, thats why hannah knows their number. but smth must've happened to mc thats why they cant recognize hannah and goes against mwaf. 
          
          mwaf is devastated by this and tries to take them off the scene because they're obvs a threat. but then in episode 10 they speak to mc directly, not usually as angry but in a trusting manner as if they truly expect mc to not confide with alan or the duskwood squad. mwaf trusts mc or is luring them in. 
          
          either way, i find his condition to be cute <<<: not cutesy cute, but desperate cute. 

i feel so special with mr. man without a face is waiting for me by the grimrock hihi 

Did you finish Episode 10???

wattpad on laptop wont let me write wtf

im on my emotional head today and looking back at my written stuff last year well- i guess it's because of my own mentality, that i never really praised myself. so when somebody tells me my work is good, i look for their reason and somehow i cant see it
          
          maybe someday i'd find a good in something tied to me - be it a relationship, my works, or myself. till then, i'll be writing dumb angst and anybody who reads it is my victim ;> 

since duskwood update is coming up soon, i think i can finally do regular updates again! maybe once a week? twice? who knows

help wattpad on laptop wont let me writeeeee