pinks4ladies

I'm so happy for today's content para magsulat ng angst 

pinks4ladies

Hi,
          
          Published another chapter so please check it out.
          
          This is the shortest chapter I wrote so far including the drafts I have, which btw is almost finished. Just tryna fill in these chapters for you before those very good ones. I mean, 'good ones' means 'the exciting part' LOL

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Dear 53846
          
          It doesn't matter to me whether we end up together or go our separate ways in the future. All I want is to know that somehow you felt something for me, that somehow you see me more than just a friend. I want to know that I was once special.
          
          Would it be too much if I ask you to at least give it a shot...give 'us' a try? 'cause fuck! You're still the one I think of before I go to sleep. You're still the very person I think of whenever I hear the word 'soulmate' or 'best friend'.
          
          It's been 10 years, babe. 10 fuckin' years since our paths have crossed. It's been 10 years since you caught my attention. I didn't like you back then but you grew on me slowly although I was too busy to notice and admit it even to myself. I'm not exactly sure but it's been 6-7 since I realized my feelings. Too bad it was your absence which made me realize it.
          
          I still miss you. I still yearn for you. I still dream of you. I wonder how I made you feel. I'm sorry.
          
          I don't want you to stay as my 'The One That Got Away'. I want you to be my 'Someone who stayed.'
          
          — 72873

pinks4ladies

I've decided to publish everything at once when I'm done writing the book. Or maybe if I'm in the mood to write those missing fluff chapters, then maybe I'll get to publish the succeeding somewhat angst chapters 
          Anyway, keep safe.