pinkskyyx

I finally did it.
          	
          	I finished my book.
          	
          	With my exams approaching, I set a goal to finish this before they started—and somehow, I actually pulled it off. Four months ago, this felt impossible, but here I am. I genuinely can't believe it.
          	
          	I mean, I am the laziest person I know. I find it exhausting to even open texts and reply. Picking up a call? That’s a whole task in itself. Sometimes, just swiping up to answer feels like too much effort. Can you imagine? And yet—despite all that—I wrote and completed an entire book.
          	
          	If that doesn’t prove how passionate I am about writing, I don’t know what does.
          	
          	Anyway, enough about my laziness. I just hope you all find this book as interesting as I did—because if I wasn’t obsessed with this story, trust me, I wouldn’t have finished it.
          	
          	Thank you for being a part of this journey.

eriel_20

@pinkskyyx Ohhh! I'mma read it! My IG is lovely.lily19
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eriel_20

Hi, there! I saw your post from Reddit! Nice to meet you. I don't have discord but IG sure!

pinkskyyx

@eriel_20 I'll add you, just share yours ✌
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pinkskyyx

@eriel_20 I'm mostly active on Instagram, but I'm open to other apps. If you're comfortable with Reddit, I'm good with that too.
            
            
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pinkskyyx

I finally did it.
          
          I finished my book.
          
          With my exams approaching, I set a goal to finish this before they started—and somehow, I actually pulled it off. Four months ago, this felt impossible, but here I am. I genuinely can't believe it.
          
          I mean, I am the laziest person I know. I find it exhausting to even open texts and reply. Picking up a call? That’s a whole task in itself. Sometimes, just swiping up to answer feels like too much effort. Can you imagine? And yet—despite all that—I wrote and completed an entire book.
          
          If that doesn’t prove how passionate I am about writing, I don’t know what does.
          
          Anyway, enough about my laziness. I just hope you all find this book as interesting as I did—because if I wasn’t obsessed with this story, trust me, I wouldn’t have finished it.
          
          Thank you for being a part of this journey.

eriel_20

@pinkskyyx Ohhh! I'mma read it! My IG is lovely.lily19
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pinkskyyx

Hey everyone! I’ve finally changed the title of this book—something I’ve wanted to do for a long time but never found the perfect one until now. Beyond the Paper Walls was special, but Apricity just feels right for this story. I hope you love it as much as I do! Let me know your thoughts in the comments. Thanks for being here!"
          

pinkskyyx

@S_Aimi Thank you for your kind words and understanding. It is painful at times, but I’m working on finding my way through it. Writing definitely helps, even if it’s just a small outlet for the emotions. I really appreciate your concern, and I’m trying to keep open lines of communication with those close to me. Wishing you the best as well, and thank you again for taking the time to reach out.
          

pinkskyyx

"Loneliness is a disease. Once you catch it, it clings to you, returning time and time again no matter how hard you try to escape. The world sends you signs that you deserve nothing but tears.
          
          The silent cries, the screams within, yet nothing escapes your lips. Maybe it’s written in your fate to be this lonely, even when you reach out to others. All you meet is betrayal, and in the end, you’re left with nothing but emptiness.
          
          Eventually, you make peace with it. You and loneliness strike a deal, for it’s the one thing that has remained—unchanging, permanent. It stays, when nothing else does."
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S_Aimi

@pinkskyyx I'm sorry to hear that. Turned inward, into a description of what you're currently feeling, sounds painful and I hope you're able to find a way through it. 
            
            Writing can help but I also don't profess to know the right way to go about dealing with something like that.  I just hope you have someone to talk through some of those things. 
            
            All the best to you, in health and writing.
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pinkskyyx

@S_Aimi  Honestly, I didn’t write this as part of my story..it’s just how I’ve been feeling lately. But who knows, I might add it in if it fits. Thank you so much for the appreciation 
            
            I totally get it, though. Even I haven’t been that active these days, especially with writing. We’re definitely on the same page! Don’t worry, you’ve got this, and I hope to see you back soon!
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S_Aimi

@pinkskyyx Woah. Is this something you wrote as part of your story? It's beautifully written.
            
            I've been AWOL on here and have a lot of reading to catch up on (even more so my writing #sadlife).
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pinkskyyx

I've taken a break from writing for a while because, honestly, I wasn’t sure what I was doing. But today, a friend asked me what happens next after the date, as it’s been almost a month since I picked my story up. Somehow, that question gave me the courage to try again. Seeing someone actually interested in my story motivated me, and I’ve posted Chapter 18. I hope you like it.
          

Queenie_Punk

You’ve got this!!! ✨❤️ sending you encouragement to continue!
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