pinkskyyx

"Loneliness is a disease. Once you catch it, it clings to you, returning time and time again no matter how hard you try to escape. The world sends you signs that you deserve nothing but tears.
          	
          	The silent cries, the screams within, yet nothing escapes your lips. Maybe it’s written in your fate to be this lonely, even when you reach out to others. All you meet is betrayal, and in the end, you’re left with nothing but emptiness.
          	
          	Eventually, you make peace with it. You and loneliness strike a deal, for it’s the one thing that has remained—unchanging, permanent. It stays, when nothing else does."
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S_Aimi

@pinkskyyx I'm sorry to hear that. Turned inward, into a description of what you're currently feeling, sounds painful and I hope you're able to find a way through it. 
          	  
          	  Writing can help but I also don't profess to know the right way to go about dealing with something like that.  I just hope you have someone to talk through some of those things. 
          	  
          	  All the best to you, in health and writing.
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pinkskyyx

@S_Aimi Thank you for your kind words and understanding. It is painful at times, but I’m working on finding my way through it. Writing definitely helps, even if it’s just a small outlet for the emotions. I really appreciate your concern, and I’m trying to keep open lines of communication with those close to me. Wishing you the best as well, and thank you again for taking the time to reach out.
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pinkskyyx

@S_Aimi  Honestly, I didn’t write this as part of my story..it’s just how I’ve been feeling lately. But who knows, I might add it in if it fits. Thank you so much for the appreciation 
          	  
          	  I totally get it, though. Even I haven’t been that active these days, especially with writing. We’re definitely on the same page! Don’t worry, you’ve got this, and I hope to see you back soon!
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pinkskyyx

"Loneliness is a disease. Once you catch it, it clings to you, returning time and time again no matter how hard you try to escape. The world sends you signs that you deserve nothing but tears.
          
          The silent cries, the screams within, yet nothing escapes your lips. Maybe it’s written in your fate to be this lonely, even when you reach out to others. All you meet is betrayal, and in the end, you’re left with nothing but emptiness.
          
          Eventually, you make peace with it. You and loneliness strike a deal, for it’s the one thing that has remained—unchanging, permanent. It stays, when nothing else does."
          ️

S_Aimi

@pinkskyyx I'm sorry to hear that. Turned inward, into a description of what you're currently feeling, sounds painful and I hope you're able to find a way through it. 
            
            Writing can help but I also don't profess to know the right way to go about dealing with something like that.  I just hope you have someone to talk through some of those things. 
            
            All the best to you, in health and writing.
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pinkskyyx

@S_Aimi Thank you for your kind words and understanding. It is painful at times, but I’m working on finding my way through it. Writing definitely helps, even if it’s just a small outlet for the emotions. I really appreciate your concern, and I’m trying to keep open lines of communication with those close to me. Wishing you the best as well, and thank you again for taking the time to reach out.
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pinkskyyx

@S_Aimi  Honestly, I didn’t write this as part of my story..it’s just how I’ve been feeling lately. But who knows, I might add it in if it fits. Thank you so much for the appreciation 
            
            I totally get it, though. Even I haven’t been that active these days, especially with writing. We’re definitely on the same page! Don’t worry, you’ve got this, and I hope to see you back soon!
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pinkskyyx

I've taken a break from writing for a while because, honestly, I wasn’t sure what I was doing. But today, a friend asked me what happens next after the date, as it’s been almost a month since I picked my story up. Somehow, that question gave me the courage to try again. Seeing someone actually interested in my story motivated me, and I’ve posted Chapter 18. I hope you like it.

Queenie_Punk

You’ve got this!!! ✨❤️ sending you encouragement to continue!
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pinkskyyx

OMG, I hit a milestone!
          I'm so grateful for all the support I've received from you all.
          This milestone feels like a dream come true! 100 VOTES is something I never could have imagined when I first started on Wattpad. Thank you so much!

pinkskyyx

Hey guys! I was busy with my exams, so I couldn't upload chapters earlier. I managed to upload them today, but since they were a bit long, I divided them into two chapters. I hope you enjoy them! Don't forget to share your feedback!

pinkskyyx

They called me the monster.
          But was I?
          As bad as they made me?
          Or was it just me trying to survive?
          Was it my ego that hunted them every damn time,
          or my reputation that fueled it?
          Was I really a monster,
          or just a fragile woman trying to make ends meet?
          Was I the villain in their story,
          or just an overthinker lost in my own fantasy?
          
          Don't forget to check out the new chapter. I hope you'll love it, as I've tried something new this time.