idk if i wanna continue to post to the public bc i'm constantly worried that i'm writing stuff wrong and i never get the plots and characters how i want them, i constantly compare myself to other writers and the amount of times i've deleted completed drafts over and over because of it is ridiculous. i've really not been in a great place lately and i feel like it's showing in my (lack of) writing. my published books especially, i feel like don't make sense and it's just more frustrating than anything and i'm seeing all these new readers commenting and voting and i just feel ashamed, like i'm letting people down. idk i'll think about it some more..