avaline

i wonder what i should write next. my brain can barely stay focused on one thing so it goes to another

I'm really excited to read my friend's stories again. I've been getting into reading again and it's really stimulating for my brain and actually keeps me focused. I suffer from ADD and sometimes it causes me to dissociate even more than I already do, but it's relieving I have something to add onto the list of things that keep me focused and often grounded.

Rest in peace. Heaven took another life too soon.

I'm not sure if I'm going to write what I want to write here or somewhere else, but I think I've finally come up with a concept that I want to bring to reality, but it's already a struggle to stay focused, grounded, and motivated already. I think I'm going to need some help, but I'm not sure how to go about asking for it.

i cannot unsee the videos I have watched tonight
          and i LIKE them for some strange reason
          i need to go back to therapy

this account has certainly caught some dust
          let's keep it that way

I am officially ready for Endgame
          All movies have been watched, taken in.
          I am genuinely overwhelmed with emotion right now.

Hey slut~