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          I absolutely suck at updating stuff on here anyway I've been busy with work and 2 failed relationships but it's cool and all I'm not really affected by anything I just keep forgetting about my fanfic "Blessed Are We". To realize I've been working on this for over 2 years kinda shows how much I procrastinate. It also shows how my writing skills have developed, and it shows how much worse my writing skills were!!! Anywho I'm onto something. Also, I just saw my fanfic being #4 on the ranking of system of a down fanfics!! Man!! What the fuck!!!!! Thank you all so much.

Hello.
          
          I'm very sorry for my inactivity, I sort of have a writing block even though I sorta have figured out the ending for "Blessed Are We". Or. Just the final phrases. Anyway, my mid terms and exams are coming up, and I cannot promise I'll update in the near future. However, I am so happy people are this story, I'm very proud of it (even though I've written on it for like 2 years and there's a slight difference between the writing style on my first chapter and recent chapter) and I love the story quite much, so I don't have the heart to abandon it. I no longer listen to System of a Down. A lot of things change within 2 years. I have a boyfriend, I'm applying for art scholarships, and I'm going to an art college next year. I'm glad my desire to finish the story is still there after so long.
          
          Thank you all for your patience and thank you ever so much for reading it. I hope to update as soon as I can.

Bad news, bad news.
          
          As you've probably or DEFINITELY noticed, I'm poorly active. And no, it's not the schoolwork, it's fairly alright, it's my lack of interest in my stories and get ready for this, System of a Down. My apologies, I lost interest in them during July/August or something. I never intended to, but I started having some different opinions on their music (especially on Mezmerize and partly Hypnotize) and they just drove me away from what I actually liked on those two albums. That eventually developed onto the three other albums (still got some love for them but it's more of a dead sibling love, sorry for describtion) and that leaves me with no idea what to do. I will finish "Blessed Are We", I love the story for it, it could fit anyone at all, like Trump and Putin, literally anyone. And "Untitled Conflict", well, it's undecided for me, but I'm afraid I most likely will just abandon it. My goal was to get tired of the ship, just work it out of my system, and it sort of did, along with their music. No worry, it will take me a while to get the band COMPLETELY out of my system. They've impacted my life so much and they've helped me quite much when it comes to art, what I know for sure is that I'll never forget them. I'm sorry.

New chapter of "Blessed Are We" is published !! "NSFW - Not Safe For Westboro baptist church"

I have some good news and bad news. The good news is that I have a brand new phone, a samsung galaxy s7 which works incredibly good. My old phone got shattered when I accidentally slammed the car door in it. The bad news is that all my drafts were there, of course, and once again, I have no drawings prepared. I'm dropping the drawings, guys.

The first rewritten chapter of "Untitled Conflict" is released! 

You know the thing about the artworks I was supposed to bring in the next chapter of "Blessed Are We"? Well, the thing is I restarted my phone to get the appstore to work, and obnoxious me COMPLETELY forgot about my digital drawings. They were saved in the drawing app I use, and I hoped it would still be there when I reinstalled the app, but now the fucking app is gone? I can't find it anywhere in the appstore at all. I could understand that my drawings would disappear, but the app? I'm so confused. It shouldn't be any trouble drawing some drawings over again now when I use correct guidelines in the session. I am terribly sorry for this! This has never happened before and it's so fucked up.

The shirt project is finished at last, plus my summer break starts today. Hold on, I'll be back with something eventually. Thank you for being so patient with me.

I thought designing t-shirts would be fun until I realized I had a deadline. The deadline is on this thursday, so no writing at all for three days or more since I also have to prepare for my mid terms. Stay tuned, I will be back with something soon!! "Untitled Conflict" will be released on a non specified date and time after the summer (hopefully) because I completely FORGOT ABOUT IT JESUS FUCK

I would like to tell you guys why "Boytoy" is taken down. I have absolutely no fucking idea what to do to it or what I should add to the plot. Suddenly I'm low on ideas, like I've hit the rock bottom. I felt that I had it all figures out in the beginning, I meant to write porn in as many chapters as I could, but I haven't even written porn in it. Originally I wanted to make "Boytoy" into a cartoon, but I would just end up wrecking my wrist by all the sketching and drawing. However, Daron was supposed to be a fucking manwhore who fucks any man he sees, but now he wants to settle down and live his life and I don't want that. The original plot got too extreme for me, I don't know how to put the action into words, but I don't know if it would be better if I softened it more. So to the people who were liking this fanfic: I am sorry, and I have honestly no idea if I ever will republish it, but I don't see it coming. Abandoning it would just make the fanfic haunt me forever. But I've made my decision on this and I think it was a good idea. Please don't be angry over this, you'll find other fanfics to read. ALSO: "Untitled Conflict" will be republished at the break of summer. Even later than that, maybe. Again, I am sorry for making you guys wait more than you should, I can't help it.