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The best kind of smile is the kind where I get to see it in my dreams

aw fuck I should stop being nervous and stop idolizing others

and I'm still nervous fuck

my heart is pounding, and I can't control it. I feel like my mind may go on overdrive as it thinks how I can interact w/ you. but I know this isn't not love. it's a selfish desire to be close to you and listen to you speak. I want to be your friend and help you but I don't know how. I'm scared and worried. how you think of me and my first impressions. I hope I can rid these fears and in place of something better. I want you to feel better. although these thoughts will never reach you, and only the empty crevices of ,my mind and soul. know that, I'm the one who wants you to be loved by my eavesdropping heart and mind.

dear lord I already have a book idea

or name a cartoon Philippino character any would do

name one philipino actor that has been started in a Hollywood movie I beg

hope they make not so expensive saeran, 707 or Futuna march in the future I need to fill my pathetic ass shrine

oh god yuri is so cute I love cheritiz games
          

oof my overthinker habits are kicking in