So its the first day of vacation, and my parents wake me up to tell me to watch my sisters, and they also tell me I need to study. Turns out I flunked the math midterm I had yesterday. I fell asleep so happy, to the tune of my favorite song, and now I have to study over vacation so I can retake the test after vacation. I have to retake it. I don't have a choice. I thought things would get better, midterms were over, and now..... Sobbing as I type this and beating myself up inside.