I just want someone to listen to me, I'm so conditioned to where I think its bad to crave attention so its just a spiral of feeling awful and I don't know what to do. I can't even be honest with my friends because they get pissed about how I can't just be happy, when literally all I want to do is rant to them and them tell me its gonna be okay even if it isn't and them hug me, coz they think I want advice when I don't I just wanna be comforted. I wanna tell my everyone my plans but people think I'm too naive to accomplish them and no one will listen and I just wanna scream man