It’s been a long time since I posted here, and I won’t pretend it wasn’t intentional. Life happened. I grew in ways I didn’t notice at first, messed up more than once, learned some lessons the hard way, and I’m still learning as I go. I’m definitely not perfect and nowhere near having things figured out, but I’m more aware of myself than I used to be and that counts for something, I think.
Somewhere in all of that, I also found love. Yeah… somehow ended up living the Y/N life (cringe, I know), but it’s real. I found a man who’s a lot like the ones I’ve been reading about, the caring, understanding, not toxic at all kind. Very understanding. Again, caring. Very attentive. And… he’s helping me become a better version of myself. Being loved like that has taught me more than I expected.
With the new year coming up, I just wanted to show up again and check in. How are you all doing, really? I know this space has meant different things to different people at different times, but I hope you’re okay. And if you’re not, you’re not alone. Sending you love and softness wherever you are.
New year soon, same me? Just a little more honest, a little more aware, and still figuring things out.
