neptune!

i miss my ex.

I' ve known that my crush doesn't feel the same  (ppl found out and told him.He said no.)  for weeks now,but it stil hurts.
          
          I don't talk to him anymore,but at the bottom of my heart,a part of me still likes him.He has some red flag traits about him though,which I never really noticed until after i was heartbroken.
          
          Being in love was so fun,i'd listen to those lovey playlists on youtube.But after the event,i was so heartbroken the next day i cried and got sent home.
          
          I missthe person i imagined him as.
          
           (2 posts in a week is crazy but i feel lke venting to no one. )

I hate Halloween.
          
          But I like my class parties.

Prolly gonna relapse. :)  (I hate school what the flip?? )

Explanation Time.
          
          Hi."Isaiah" here.
          
          I'm really sorry for randomly disappearing from the face of the Internet.What happened was that my mom found out about all of my social medias,and deleted them.I think she changed the password to my alts,and my email was deleted too.Honestly,i was really dumb then.I'm in 8th grade now,and I was in 6th grade when I made the user "@starsaiah". yeah,i lied about my age too.Sorry.Anyways,its 2024.I made that acc back in June of 2023.
          
          QUESTIONS:
           
          Are your dogs still around? :
          No.I think Rocky is dead,Rex is in the pound.Cocoa is okay though.Rocky got shot by my neighbor,and the both of them broke out of their kennel outside,so disaster struck.Now i have PTSD from it.
          
          Why'd you lie about your age?:
          Dunno.We all do it anyways.
          
          Are you and "Nai" still friends?:
           Yeah.We called last month.Dunno how she feels though.
          
          Are your other accounts still up?:
          Yeah.Except starsaiah.
          
          Are you Isaiah?:
           I was.Not anymore.Isaiah was never my real name,though i wanted it to be. 
          
          What happened to your Discord?Is your server available?:
          Nope.Servers and my account are gone.
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          Thoses are just some questions i figured most people would have.I personally do not think ill be online much,but if you have any questions,just say it.