You need to put this in the story lol, "Yes…I regret it. It was a waste of time. I wasted so much time making sure I looked good and that I was making him happy or doing all these things so maybe, just maybe he could notice me and that happened. He finally noticed me and I got in trouble for it. And yes it is all my fault because I got so caught up in making someone else my only priority and you see what happened? I get so mad at myself for giving all these things away just to watch it all get thrown to the side and not even noticed or cared about. So what's the point in wishing for someone you HAVE to try and get it? There isn't one. But then again I don't regret it because if it wasn't for that situation, where would I be? How much stronger would I be? Who knows…"
