Go into your bathroom. Start to run a bath.
Dont open your window.
As the water gets warmer the room gets more steamy.
The harder it gets to breath, this is what it feels like.
This is what it feels like to have social anxiety,
Or any anxiety for that fact.
It feels like you cant breath,
Like the walls are caving in on you.
And people, they are always laughing at you,
Your always worried,
Is there something on my face!?!?
Do I look fat???
Did I do something wrong !!??
Do they hate me?.
She hates me oh god she hates me.
"Hey we're going to the cinema wanna come?"
"Yeah sure. who's going"?.
"Me, nick, joe, lewis , ellie and ellies friend kate"
" sorry I just remembered that I have an appointment that day"
What I really mean Is I cant go out because I dont know kate and I bet I look like a creep I bet she hates me already.
"How come you never leave the house?".
"How come you never come to school"?
How come you never come out anymore?
Why do you not talk to me anymore?
S.A.D = social anxiety disorder
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Heyyyy
This is book 2 in the 5sos disorder series
If you click in my profile book no.1 (ashton)
Should be right there.
So this chapter is just telling you what its like to have social anxiety.
This book will be in the pov of Mike))
Thats all folks
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HEY OKAY SO IM IN THE MOOD TO WRITE AGAIN YASS OKAY SO IF YOU HAVE ANY BOOKS THAT I WROTE THAT YOU LIKED COMMENT SO I KNOW WHAT ONES TO CONTINUE OKAY BUT THIS IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST IN THE REALITY SERIES AND YESH