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GO READ THE PERKS OF SUICIDE YOU LITTLE CUNTS

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i imagine you saying that in a british accent im laughing too hard
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pizzaasauce

Hey guys, so if you didnt see my other post (it got deleted). I gained alot of followers from writing the perks of suicide, and I just wasnt happy with the way it was going. I considered rewriting it but I realised it was just too unrealistic like I start that book over two years ago (I was at least 12) I didnt really have a clue. I still really love the idea of the book - and the series- and I will most likely write it again in a new way that im happy with. But for now im not going to be writing fan fiction (I will most likely write it in my spare time but you guys won't get to see it until at least 2017). But im looking forward to be posting my short stories as I have never had the confidence to post them anywhere but yeah thats just a quick update on whats going on! Love you guys <3

pizzaasauce

          Go into your bathroom. Start to run a bath.
          Dont open your window. 
          As the water gets warmer the room gets more steamy.
          The harder it gets to breath, this is what it feels like.
          
          This is what it feels like to have social anxiety,
          Or any anxiety for that fact.
          It feels like you cant breath,
          Like the walls are caving in on you.
          
          And people, they are always laughing at you,
          Your always worried,
          Is there something on my face!?!?
          Do I look fat???
          Did I do something wrong !!??
          Do they hate me?.
          She hates me oh god she hates me.
          
          "Hey we're going to the cinema wanna come?"
          "Yeah sure. who's going"?.
          "Me, nick, joe, lewis , ellie and ellies friend kate"
          " sorry I just remembered that I have an appointment that day"
          
          What I really mean Is I cant go out because I dont know kate and I bet I look like a creep I bet she hates me already.
          
          "How come you never leave the house?".
          "How come you never come to school"?
          How come you never come out anymore?
          Why do you not talk to me anymore?
          
          S.A.D = social anxiety disorder 
          ______________________________________________________
          Heyyyy
          This is book 2 in the 5sos disorder series
          If you click in my profile book no.1 (ashton)
          Should be right there.
          So this chapter is just telling you what its like to have social anxiety.
          This book will be in the pov of Mike))
          Thats all folks 
          Xxxxx 
          HEY OKAY SO IM IN THE MOOD TO WRITE AGAIN YASS OKAY SO IF YOU HAVE ANY BOOKS THAT I WROTE THAT YOU LIKED COMMENT SO I KNOW WHAT ONES TO CONTINUE OKAY BUT THIS IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST IN THE REALITY SERIES AND YESH