@NurAmy5 hey thank you for your response ! I agreed with most of your ideas. But I was caught of guard when u said "even if he hit me i will not leave him" honey that's not okay. Trust me. If something like this happens to you. Please leave and if he truly loves you, he will search for you and apologize. He will change himself. Please don't ever take the hits sweetheart. I'm afraid it will make him feel 'okay' to hit and hurt people. <3