First is Breakdown. It was inspired by a mental breakdown I had at school in the middle of a sensory overload.
Fear fills my brain
I am consumed by pain
I attack my skin
To release the pain within
I break down in tears
I’m drowning in my tears
They don’t care when I explain
Every day, I’m overwhelmed by pain
I break down and cry every night
Because I always lose my daily fight
Depression in my head
Fills me up with dread
Trapped inside of me
Feels like I’ll never be free
I break down in tears
I’m drowning in my fears
They don’t care when I explain
Every day, I’m overwhelmed by pain
I break down and cry every night
Because I always lose my daily fight
Thoughts of suicide
‘Cause I just want to die
My soul is ripped apart
By the pain in my heart
I break down in tears
I’m drowning in my fears
They don’t care when I explain
Every day, I’m overwhelmed by pain