juu yin

Been into hell lately; 
          We'll go home 
          eventually.

You have to stay quiet. 
          Follow the rules. 
          Be obedient and stays at home. 
          He'll be good when you're not you. 
          
          Guilty but I will fly away from here
          somewhere where I won't see
          him again. 

i hate him. yes

It was raining cats and dogs tonight. 

Everything was so dark. There is no way out. There's no dead end, no answers and no help. Your fear, trepidation and over thinking got over you. You felt overwhelmed. Escape was a very sweet taste. Quitting seems very promising that it made you feel like you wished it was already done. That you shouldn't have done that. That there's no other way but fail and fail. It was horrible. The feeling of anxiety crawls all over ypur skin, your mind shouting for an escape. For a moment right there, you wished you were only dreaming. It was just a dream. But then you arw wide-eyed staring at your ceiling or closet and realized, everything was real. And a tear fell from your eyes. It was scary, so damn scary. 

i'm half filipino and half-crazy hehe

this'll end in 26.

yup just changed usrname five times in a row ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Sometimes, I am fine. Most of the time, I am not. There were times that I wish I was dead, times that I hoped I vanished. So, let us write to all those shit who made us feel this way, kill them in their sleep, take revenge on their hatred, and bury their names in our stories. Maybe, it is a curse to always forget and start all over again.