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Yall won't believe me but there's an ex student at my school called Dylan and also one called Lee. I was with my friends I and A, A shouted to run so we ran. I asked what and he said that Dylan was chasing us with a hammer. Like we were just chilling eating chips near the chip van waiting for open evening and then we got chases with a hammer. When our head of year Mr g came out, the hammer was suddenly gone and they can't do anything either bc they are both ex students. Never walking home alone again.

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Idk why, but I just gotta get this out;
          
          There's a girl called Milena. She's my best friend and I like her. She's straight, and I'm ugly anyway. I don't need advice. I don't need support. I just needed to say this. It's super sappy, but I really like her. I wish I could kiss her, but I don't want to lose a friend. Everyone knows except her now, so she's bound to find out. I've had crushes before, but this one just feels different, almost as if it will never go away. Her parents are Polish, so I'm assuming that they may be homophobic, which worries me even more. If it stays like this, I'll move forms or schools, as I can't get more friends because I have trouble making them. She reminds me of the song 'i wanna be your girlfriend' by girl in red. Listen to the song if you haven't already. Anyway, this girl is literally perfect. She has everything I could ever need, but I'm scared that if she finds out, she will make sure im out of the friend group or something which will leave me with no friends, as my old friends ditched me for the same reason. I can't even move forms/classes because I already have this year, and I am happy in this one, but it's too hard. Like I said, I don't need advice or support, I guess I just need somewhere to vent, and I have no lesbian friends, so no one really understands how I feel. I only have one question; what should I do? I don't want to not have a crush on her, but I want to be able to cope with it. At this point, it's hard to look at her or even hear her voice. So, what should I do? If you see this and you have been in the same or a similar position or can answer my one question, then please text me privately.

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@Jigz0_ lol its fine now I have a new crush who is a lesbian too but ty anyway <33
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TimmyIsTaken

@Jigz0_ Ive never been in this, but I'm gonna try to imagine as if I'm in your spot. I'd just tell her, there is 2 possible scenarios. 
            
            1: she isnt straight and she's just saying that to stop herself from getting bullied
            
            2: she is straight and rejects you because she doesn't see it in the opposite gender (or other) 
            
            But I personally think, it's the first possible scenario.
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