i hear her whisper, "all i want is to want nothing." the room is dark and i'm pretty sure she thinks i'm asleep. she says, "it just doesn't make sense. why can't it work out in my head? why i can't be happy when there's definitely reasons i should be."

she says that i, for one, will not be held for someone else, i gotta go.

i'm gonna have to learn that this love will never be convenient.