planetchaserlane

goodnight

should i come back 
          i thought about writing again

im sad

writing is hard motivation is low i would like to be relieved somehow lmao i dunno why i try
          its like when im in the mood i am for a while and then it dies, and im left alone feeling cold and miserable and impossible to attain 
          who am i writing for, anyway? readers? as though i have many as it is?
          myself? 
          if i do write for myself, why does it stress me so?
          i like poetry more