platonicalIy

does everyone still hate me or

platonicalIy

i'd like to apologize to the people who ive been insensitive to, not only about mental health but also about general problems too. keeping grudges was a bad idea and throwing around ill-mannered comments wasnt a good move either. Jonghyun's death really made me see others in a different perspective, i feel like people belittled him and thats what built up to lead to suicide. THIS is what i feel guilty for, for being rude and insolent to others when they've done something bad to me, i should have just killed them with kindness, this is what would have made me happier but unfortunately its too late now.