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I just want to sleep, but my mind keeps racing. 
          
          I want to feel, but I'm just numb. 
          
          I need your help even if I'm afraid to ask, but I don't need your pity. 
          
          I'm not better off alone, but I can survive. I have been...another sleepless night won't kill me. 
          
          

I'm numb...every word that leave your lips are like a knife to my heart. The pain is a familiar feeling and I know that this is wrong. 
          
          Love shouldn't feel like this and yet I stay because I love him. He may not love me the same, yet I'm selfish to give him to another. 

I don't need you or your pity

Had to catch my breath it's such a surprise

You were but a beautiful fantasy

The sun will always rise, the moon always light and my heart will always break at the sight of you in the arms of another, for fate can be so cruel. Instead time carries on and children grow older some chose to be wiser. I'm wiser to know I'd wait my whole life for your love. If only you were mine. 

I've grown to loathe you instead of adoring a liar

Aggravate to make worse

i was losing myself to somebody else
          -
          The Veronicas, Everything im not

I want the one that got away