contrary to how i feel, painful words come out
i made you struggle and i'm struggling too
unlike my determination, nothing’s getting better
i always disappoint you and i regret it too
i don’t think i can forget you when the wind gets cold
the night our breaths touched with smoke coming out of our mouths
we warmly held each other with happy laughter
nights we dreamed of a tomorrow that will shine like the stars
i'll search the universe
until i can find you again
i won’t let go, even the smallest memories
memories engraved in the seasons
they come and go several times
but i will still call out to you