I'm now leaving Wattpad, since I realized I'm really not that active here anyway.
Might return just to see how things are. This place was the beginning of my writing and enjoying fanfiction, so I can't find it in myself to delete this account :] this is a piece of myself that I will always hold dear to my heart, I discovered my gender and sexuality through the community's acceptance, and it was absolutely amazing. Been most active from august 2019 (when I created my account) to... seems to be the beginning of 2022, when I installed Ao3.
Even if I might look at my past works and favorite fanfics and feel cringe, this just means that I've improved myself and my writing a lot. It started with me just openly venting through writing characters living a life I wished for, and I guess it's still quite close to being the case now but I am definitely much better at writing characters, situations, and even just the vocabulary.
I wouldn't know myself as well as I do if I hadn't came to this community. And when people were recognising me because I was so common in comment sections, I really felt like I had a place where I belonged during a dark time in my younger years.
I'm 16 now. I work a summer job now. I am much more independent than I was, and I like to think being in this community took a big part in having the motivation to be myself now.
And for that, thank you :]
...tabboty on Ao3 is where I upload now, actually, but none of it is dsmp related— it's just a few Genshin fics, and now I got myself into Project Sekai as well. I doubt anybody is reading this, but if you are, you're free to check it out :]
