Hey, poetry is a part of you so who gives a damn if its bad, its an extension of yourself and should reflect that, be who you want to be and write what you wanna write, your description sounded like you were in dire need of a pick-me-up. The only way to get better at writing is to study how it works and keep trying, no one is ever good at something the first couple of times they try it, so work hard and impress the eyes of everyone with beautiful word composition, :p