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For months I was in the worst place in my life. I was so depressed and I cried every fucking day and I felt like ending everything. I felt so alone and I know there were so many people who said they cared but I didn't feel it. School had me fucked up and I'd argue with my parents, friends and it felt like everyone was against me. I had just been through a very very bad relationship and when we broke up that added on to my brokenness. But it slowly got better. I looked in the mirror and I started to be ok again. I'm happy again and everything's is going well. No more arguing or crying. I've just been the most peaceful butterfly and I plan on keeping it that way. I'm in a happy relationship too. He makes me so happy and I know this time will be different than the last. But I'm gonna get back to posting and thriving all 2020, thank you for supporting me and checking up on me. You'll forever have a big part of my heart. I'm gonna go write now.