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It's beautiful...not cringe.

Guys, stop reading my cringe ass works... ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

Oooh I just got an idea~
          
          Let me write it shortly and then I'll publish it immediately... Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, or maybe in the mere future, whatever the fuck.
          
          It's a sunwon... 
          
          And it's smut I guess... WHAT A CHALLENGE

I think people really loved "Were you looking for me?" And "Where were you?"
          
          But yeah I guess I can't really say that I'm willing to continue the sequel cause I might end up ghosting you guys again...
          
          But it's in my head, we do need to give justice to the duo we almost had, attorney park and ni-ki. (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)
          
          So... 乁⁠|⁠ ⁠･⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠･⁠ ⁠|⁠ㄏ

I have never tried writing smut before. I do know how to write makeout scenes, and since I’ve been trying to challenge myself as a writer, I’d like to dive deeper and see how far I can go. 
          
          Smut? Sunwon it is.
          
          Let’s see what I can do. I’ll publish a new book if I’m satisfied; however, I’ll keep it in drafts and leave it unpublished if it makes me think, “This is not it.”

Why can’t you just say it?
          His throat tightened again.
          He swallowed.
          
          
          “Without hyung?” he finally managed to say.
          
          
          Silence.
          Just for a second.
          And then...
          
          
          “Sorry I’m late!”
          
          
          The voice cut through everything.
          Sunoo’s head snapped up so fast it almost hurt.
          
          
          Heeseung.
          
          A HEESUN SHORT STORY.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/411456794?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=pocketlove_

I’ll be putting "I Told the Stars About Us" on hold for now (and I might not continue it anymore) because I’ll be writing a new story that’s Heesun-centric. It’s going to be a very short story, just a little piece to keep the two lingering for a while, and also for me to let out all the messy thoughts I have about Heeseung. This story will be very meaningful to me, especially because of how much I value Heeseung and Sunoo.
          
          I really just want to get this story and these feelings out of my head. I miss Heeseung as a member of ENHYPEN, but I don’t want to keep hanging onto the past anymore. I want to move forward while supporting Heeseung as a soloist and ENHYPEN as six.
          
          I'll post the story immediately:)

Sunoo's moonstruck high note from Blood Saga Day 1-3 made me feel like I'm levitating. BELIFT REALLY HID THAT TALENT FOR YEARS. THE HELIUM HIGH NOTE WAS ON TOP.
          
          Blockbuster really made Sunoo a main character now hitting that damn clean high note.
          
          The new versions and set of highnotes delivered not just by sunoo and the other members is really life changing.
          
          Anyways, Enhypen makes it easier to begin again:)
          
          Oh belift, no one likes you.
          
          THE OT6 FANCHANT WAS HELLA FIRE THOUGH, I'M GETTING USED TO IT<3
          
          So? Boycotters, antis, ot7s who did nothing but hate on the other members that stayed, and solo stans? Either move forward and stan enhypen as 6 members and heeseung/evan as a soloist or live in denial.

And on a serious note—frustration is valid. Denial is valid. Everything you feel is valid, especially the anger and resentment toward the company. Those feelings are real, and no one can take that away from you.
          
          But at the same time, moving on is also a turning point.
          
          There was once a time when we were all laughing, smiling, and full of anticipation—waiting for new content, new moments, new memories.
          
          There was a time we waited to see who would debut as the final members. The fandom name reveal. Their debut. Every new piece of content. Every first experience. Their first tour announcement. EN-CONNECT. Their appearances at award shows. Their comebacks, their humor, their individual promotions. Watching them grow as ambassadors—both as a group and as individuals.
          
          And of course, the milestones they reached… MAMA Daesang.
          
          I will never forget Coachella. April 2025 was truly one of our best eras.
          
          And of course, the 2025 version of Chamber 5.
          
          Do you see? That’s still not everything. There’s so much more they’ve shown us, so much more they’ve given.
          
          So why don’t we just continue to support them?
          
          Every decision comes with consequences, but also with growth—and sometimes, better outcomes.
          
          This isn’t the end.
          
          Heeseung is just taking a small step away, choosing a different path—and that’s okay.
          
          Oh my…
          
          My dear ENHYPEN and EVAN, your future is still bright. 

Heeseung has officially opened his Instagram account…
          
          He will be redebuting as a soloist under the stage name EVAN.
          
          I truly hope everyone supports him the same way ENHYPEN has always been loved. Let’s continue to love them fairly—Heesueung and ENHYPEN deserve so much more than what we can ever give.
          
          All these happenings and past events made me realize something... It was simply the desire to grow, to want more than what you already have. And I will always admire Heeseung for not being afraid to express what he truly wants.
          
          At the same time, I’m incredibly proud of the other members for their professionalism, especially in how they handle their work and fan interactions even after the unexpected departure of their oldest member, Lee Heeseung.
          
          I hope we can all support them even better now, because this is the time they need us the most.
          
          As for me, I will not be boycotting. I will never take part in something that disregards all the hard work they’ve put into their content. I can’t do that to a group that helped me embrace myself and express who I am. ENHYPEN has given me so much love and comfort.
          
          Enhypen helped me express my skills especially in writing.
          
          Hwaiting, ENHA & ENVILLE