poemsinsunflower

are you here to stay
          	or to go around and play
          	i know this makes no sense
          	but god i am so dense
          	i feel like this is too fast
          	i don't wanna be on a rush
          	what if im not ready
          	i want this to be steady
          	
          	i wonder if i called you and asked to see you again
          	would you say yes and comfort me or make your power remain
          	i don't know how much i've got left
          	would you still to my heart commit theft?
          	i hope you're not criminal
          	cause i live in the liminal
          	yet i don't abuse
          	i believe it's no use
          	
          	please tell me im sick
          	and that of me you're irretrievably lovesick
          	i need you to slow down
          	i don't want to let you down

poemsinsunflower

are you here to stay
          or to go around and play
          i know this makes no sense
          but god i am so dense
          i feel like this is too fast
          i don't wanna be on a rush
          what if im not ready
          i want this to be steady
          
          i wonder if i called you and asked to see you again
          would you say yes and comfort me or make your power remain
          i don't know how much i've got left
          would you still to my heart commit theft?
          i hope you're not criminal
          cause i live in the liminal
          yet i don't abuse
          i believe it's no use
          
          please tell me im sick
          and that of me you're irretrievably lovesick
          i need you to slow down
          i don't want to let you down

poemsinsunflower

Such a pretty girl
          with such struggles
          I can't seem to find a way
          to stop the loop and medicate
          I can't seem to find a way
          to cry and let it out, if I may,
          but oh, do I have the right to that?
          self-sabotage, relapse and self-care
          did you even really care?
          It's because I decided to leave for our good
          but now I'm in this loop
          and what meaning does it have now?
          I'm just gonna crawl into my agony back again.