poeticallywrote

Another tear escaped.
          	
          	Then another.
          	
          	“I know.”
          	
          	“Wren—”
          	
          	“I know he’s dead.”
          	
          	The words exploded out of me.
          	
          	Raw.
          	
          	Ugly.
          	
          	Painful.
          	
          	“I know.”
          	
          	Mam was crying now too.
          	
          	Dad had gone completely still.
          	
          	And suddenly every thought I’d carried for years came spilling out.
          	
          	“I know it’s my fault.”
          	
          	“Wren—”
          	
          	“It is.”
          	
          	“No.”
          	
          	“Yes!”
          	
          	The shout ripped through the kitchen.
          	
          	“I was there!”
          	
          	My chest heaved.
          	
          	Tears streamed freely now.
          	
          	I couldn’t stop them.
          	
          	Couldn’t stop anything.
          	
          	“If I hadn’t been whining about that stupid toy—”
          	
          	“Wren, stop.”
          	
          	“—if I hadn’t distracted everybody—”
          	
          	“Wren.”
          	
          	“—he’d still be here!”
          	
          	The words echoed around the room.
          	
          	Silence followed.
          	
          	Heavy.
          	
          	Terrible.

wiildwestt

Omg I’m so impatient 
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poeticallywrote

Another tear escaped.
          
          Then another.
          
          “I know.”
          
          “Wren—”
          
          “I know he’s dead.”
          
          The words exploded out of me.
          
          Raw.
          
          Ugly.
          
          Painful.
          
          “I know.”
          
          Mam was crying now too.
          
          Dad had gone completely still.
          
          And suddenly every thought I’d carried for years came spilling out.
          
          “I know it’s my fault.”
          
          “Wren—”
          
          “It is.”
          
          “No.”
          
          “Yes!”
          
          The shout ripped through the kitchen.
          
          “I was there!”
          
          My chest heaved.
          
          Tears streamed freely now.
          
          I couldn’t stop them.
          
          Couldn’t stop anything.
          
          “If I hadn’t been whining about that stupid toy—”
          
          “Wren, stop.”
          
          “—if I hadn’t distracted everybody—”
          
          “Wren.”
          
          “—he’d still be here!”
          
          The words echoed around the room.
          
          Silence followed.
          
          Heavy.
          
          Terrible.

wiildwestt

Omg I’m so impatient 
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Jass13

Impatiently waiting for the next update on Discovering 14. <3

Jass13

I also hope this doesn't come across as me rushing you or anything because I understand how stressful exam season can be.
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Jass13

@poeticallywrote Don't worry; I completely understand. Take your time and focus on yourself and your exams; good luck, and I will be here waiting for when you are ready to post the next chapter.
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poeticallywrote

I’m sorryyy I have really important exams and don’t have the time to post rn 
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wiildwestt

I’m so serious about Tadhg and Aidan I added them on my tomadachi life, Aidan is already in love with Tadhg btw✊

wiildwestt

Ahh sorry I didn’t post it on TikTokthey’re together now btw 
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poeticallywrote

What’s ur tiktok I need to see this 
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