han

I miss you :(((*

HELLOOOOO

Anyway don’t mind me as I ghost around, reading a shitload of Tom Holland- I’ve recently dove in the MCU fandom and honestly, I never thought of returning to wattpad until now just for- not gonna lie, sorry- cringeworthy fanfiction to satisfy my own fantasies about said handsome actor. 
          
          To conclude,
          Han needs help.

Heartbreaks suck ass, did y’all know that? I don’t even know what to write anymore.

SAAAAAAAAN

annyeong.
          
          we love you.
          
          good luck.
          
          ♡♡

i’m wheezing. as i come here and skim through my works, i become more likely to hate myself with a bigger, flaming passion.
          
          why was i like this again?

at this point i have lost all creativity and sparks of imagination in me since a thing called heartbreak destroyed the deepest most beautiful and horrible parts of my brain within a blink of an eye. needless to say, i’ve begun to question of the reality of love, if it were really there or not. 
          
          even my fingers typing down all the pretty things down do nothing but make my heart ache for every kiss and word and promise i wished i had never given to someone who never deserved it.
          
          and this, my friends, is what you call the slow death of a writer.
          
          it has been gone for a while, back to life, yet now, it has drifted into slumber once again (definitely not at peace, however).
          
          may the old, creatively messed up han slowly come back to life instead of the emotionally destroyed one. 
          
          here lies the memories of the most breathtaking and terrible parts of my thoughts at three in the morning, for people to see and be entertained of.
          
          at least it was put to good use for once.
          
          sigh.

uh, whats up?

cannnnn you pls come back ;(