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i miss you ): 

omg i thought i forgot my password

joon jooooon ! omg I miss youuu 

maybe,,, i had an event overnight so i couldn’t 

are you perhaps looking at the reflection of you in my eyes?

stop it, you cutie. ): 

wow :,) hearing from you again gives me the best feeling. i wish i could put it into words, but there’s some emotions you simply can’t describe. i’ve missed you more than i thought. i feel a little more confident now in regards to expressing my emotions. it was so relieving to read that you you’ve thought about me too. i felt embarrassed at first since you lingered in my mind quite a lot and i was afraid you had forgotten about me. but on the other hand i feel extremely guilty for making you lose hope in regards to my return. i was gone so so so long. it’s so unfair how busy life can be. that feels like a dumb excuse though, and it probably sounds like one too. i should have made the time. i am truly sorry. however, i am very glad to hear that you’ve changed for the better. it warms my heart to know you’re much happier now. i remember how hard on yourself you used to be, how stressed you would get over the littlest things. i’m genuinely happy for you <3. i would love to hear about literally any little thing you are willing to tell me. i feel terrible about not being here for the changes in your life. please let me make it up to you now. tell me about your dreams, aspirations, and even small things like your favorite song at the moment. i will sit and talk with you for as long as i can this lovely night, or tomorrow night, or the night after. i just want to talk to you. it can be here or some other app, since you mentioned feeling detached from here. where ever you feel most comfortable, amor. <3

aggressively eats pork chow mein with no onions 

I just choked on my water holy - 

it’s been ages, but hello mi amor. this feels a bit strange to write since i’m not sure if you remember me. i’ve been gone quite some time, so even though it would pain me, i would understand if you didn’t. regardless, i hope you’re doing well. you’re really the only reason i even bothered checking in on here after so long. i’m curious about you. i want to know what exciting new things have happened in your life and how it’s impacted who you are now. a few months can change a person believe it or not, so i’m awfully intrigued. your life stories were always so interesting to me, maybe it was the way you told them. you always had a way with words, even when saying the simplest things. i hope you have not lost that talent. i seriously doubt that though, it was something rooted deep within you. if anything you will just have lost the affection. you spoke the language of love best. i long to receive a reply from you, even if the same passion isn’t there (which is justified). i’m not sure what else to say. there are things i wish to write, but i want to hold off until i get a response from you. best wishes. <3