porcelainslut

I would just like to say that I just watched the movie “call me by your name” and now even tho I am not a fan of them anymore, I understand why people ship kairi and mattia, and even would dare to say that I ship it as well.
          	
          	I also would love to have timothee chalamet slap me, but we can’t have everything in life now can we 

porcelainslut

I would just like to say that I just watched the movie “call me by your name” and now even tho I am not a fan of them anymore, I understand why people ship kairi and mattia, and even would dare to say that I ship it as well.
          
          I also would love to have timothee chalamet slap me, but we can’t have everything in life now can we 

porcelainslut

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I’m about to rant. Why can’t I be pretty like why am I stuck with this body and this face, like I know about body positivity and loving yourself and I’m always telling people to love themselves but that only makes me a hypocrite because i don’t even love myself in the first place. I know that there is plastic surgery but what about now, I just want to be pretty. Like I’m sorry to bring her up but like Emily she is beauty itself, she is all that I want to be in life, she is pretty has a nice body, has good style, and has an amazing personality, now don’t come here with the “but she did this” I fucking know but I would straight up kill to look like her. She is fucking heather herself bitch. Like I just want to be pretty that’s all I want. Now please don’t give me the you are beautiful just the way you are speech because I’m not, I’m not pretty and I hate it. I hate my nose, cheeks, eyebrows, lips, chin, cheek bones, arms, legs, stomach, chest, shoulders, collarbone, hands, skin color. I hate everything about myself with every bone in my body. And sometimes I ask my self what’s the point in living if I can’t be or look how I want to. Life is unfair and there’s nothing I can do about it other then cry. I’m not seeking for attention I just really need to get this off my chest, I just want to be pretty. Thanks for listening 

AndreaG075

At the end I meant to say *I shouldn't be doing this here
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AndreaG075

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@POLYBI0H wow... This. This needs to be like. Out ,out there. This is what I feel. I feel like, like I might as well just die. What the point of staying here suffering. I- I just want to be pretty. As that to much to ask for? For some real friends? For a family that doesn't insult me every fucking day?! juST ONE DAMN THING! PLEASEE PLEASE GOD. . Just one. Just beautiful hair. A pretty face, friends, a smart brain, JUST SUM. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR.?
            I'm srry. I'll take this somewhere else. I shouldn't be doing thing here
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