portymkglazer

[uh. Tw for vent. sorry guys :sob:]
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	Ayo I told my (ex-)partner today that I wanna break up since i wanna think my romantic life over and that i should just quit dating since i feel like i have no interest in dating at all and we got into an argument ending with them telling me "i deserve to die and im gonna go hurt myself now" an hour ago and i was crying my eyes out they do that everytime to everyone. Honestly, our relationship felt forced in a way and the thing is they called me stuff like "cutie" and "babe" and i just went with it. im really stupid-:sob::sob::sob:
          	
          	anyways, how are u all? ^^
          	
          	

portymkglazer

@L1GHTB0LB YES- the vent is kinda old and thia is while we just broke up and the way they reacted really affected me- im much better now tho ^^
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L0LZ-D0T-C0M

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@L1GHTB0LB 
          	  oh shit  THEM????
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snoozy_astro

I don't want a lot for Christmas
          There is just one thing I need
          I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
          I just want you for my own
          More than you could ever know
          Make my wish come true
          All I want for Christmas is you
          Yeah
          I don't want a lot for Christmas
          There is just one thing I need (and I)
          Don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
          I don't need to hang my stocking there upon the fireplace
          Santa Claus won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas Day
          I just want you for my own
          More than you could ever know
          Make my wish come true
          All I want for Christmas is you
          You, baby
          Oh, I won't ask for much this Christmas
          I won't even wish for snow (and I)
          I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
          I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick
          I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click
          'Cause I just want you here tonight
          Holding on to me so tight
          What more can I do?
          Oh, baby, all I want for Christmas is you
          You, baby
          Oh-oh, all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere (so brightly, baby)
          And the sound of children's laughter fills the air (oh, oh, yeah)
          And everyone is singing (oh, yeah)
          I hear those sleigh bells ringing
          Santa, won't you bring me the one I really need? (Yeah, oh)
          Won't you please bring my baby to me?
          Oh, I don't want a lot for Christmas
          This is all I'm asking for
          I just wanna see my baby standing right outside my door
          Oh, I just want you for my own
          More than you could ever know
          Make my wish come true
          Oh, baby, all I want for Christmas is you
          You, baby
          All I want for Christmas is you, baby
          All I want for Christmas is you, baby
          All I want for Christmas is you, baby
          All I want for Christmas (all I really want) is you, baby
          All I want (I want) for Christmas (all I really want) is you, baby

snoozy_astro

@L1GHTB0LB I don't want a lot for Christmas
            There is just one thing I need
            I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
            I just want you for my own
            More than you could ever know
            Make my wish come true
            All I want for Christmas is you
            Yeah
            I don't want a lot for Christmas
            There is just one thing I need (and I)
            Don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
            I don't need to hang my stocking there upon the fireplace
            Santa Claus won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas Day
            I just want you for my own
            More than you could ever know
            Make my wish come true
            All I want for Christmas is you
            You, baby
            Oh, I won't ask for much this Christmas
            I won't even wish for snow (and I)
            I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
            I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick
            I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click
            'Cause I just want you here tonight
            Holding on to me so tight
            What more can I do?
            Oh, baby, all I want for Christmas is you
            You, baby
            Oh-oh, all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere (so brightly, baby)
            And the sound of children's laughter fills the air (oh, oh, yeah)
            And everyone is singing (oh, yeah)
            I hear those sleigh bells ringing
            Santa, won't you bring me the one I really need? (Yeah, oh)
            Won't you please bring my baby to me?
            Oh, I don't want a lot for Christmas
            This is all I'm asking for
            I just wanna see my baby standing right outside my door
            Oh, I just want you for my own
            More than you could ever know
            Make my wish come true
            Oh, baby, all I want for Christmas is you
            You, baby
            All I want for Christmas is you, baby
            All I want for Christmas is you, baby
            All I want for Christmas is you, baby
            All I want for Christmas (all I really want) is you, baby
            All I want (I want) for Christmas (all I really want) is you, baby
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portymkglazer

@snoozy_astro
            
            
            I don't want a lot for Christmas
            There is just one thing I need
            I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
            I just want you for my own
            More than you could ever know
            Make my wish come true
            All I want for Christmas is you
            Yeah
            I don't want a lot for Christmas
            There is just one thing I need (and I)
            Don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
            I don't need to hang my stocking there upon the fireplace
            Santa Claus won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas Day
            I just want you for my own
            More than you could ever know
            Make my wish come true
            All I want for Christmas is you
            You, baby
            Oh, I won't ask for much this Christmas
            I won't even wish for snow (and I)
            I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
            I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick
            I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click
            'Cause I just want you here tonight
            Holding on to me so tight
            What more can I do?
            Oh, baby, all I want for Christmas is you
            You, baby
            Oh-oh, all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere (so brightly, baby)
            And the sound of children's laughter fills the air (oh, oh, yeah)
            And everyone is singing (oh, yeah)
            I hear those sleigh bells ringing
            Santa, won't you bring me the one I really need? (Yeah, oh)
            Won't you please bring my baby to me?
            Oh, I don't want a lot for Christmas
            This is all I'm asking for
            I just wanna see my baby standing right outside my door
            Oh, I just want you for my own
            More than you could ever know
            Make my wish come true
            Oh, baby, all I want for Christmas is you
            You, baby
            All I want for Christmas is you, baby
            All I want for Christmas is you, baby
            All I want for Christmas is you, baby
            All I want for Christmas (all I really want) is you, baby
            All I want (I want) for Christmas (all I really want) is you, baby
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portymkglazer

[uh. Tw for vent. sorry guys :sob:]
          
          
          
          
          
          Ayo I told my (ex-)partner today that I wanna break up since i wanna think my romantic life over and that i should just quit dating since i feel like i have no interest in dating at all and we got into an argument ending with them telling me "i deserve to die and im gonna go hurt myself now" an hour ago and i was crying my eyes out they do that everytime to everyone. Honestly, our relationship felt forced in a way and the thing is they called me stuff like "cutie" and "babe" and i just went with it. im really stupid-:sob::sob::sob:
          
          anyways, how are u all? ^^
          
          

portymkglazer

@L1GHTB0LB YES- the vent is kinda old and thia is while we just broke up and the way they reacted really affected me- im much better now tho ^^
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L0LZ-D0T-C0M

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@L1GHTB0LB 
            oh shit  THEM????
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portymkglazer

That's it. Im joining the "Girl From Nowhere" fandom. If you've never seen it, its on Netflix with two seasons. If you can, go check it out! Its an amazing series!!! 
          I am also thinking of a few other fandoms i could join that I've heard of. So, look out for that ig?-

portymkglazer

Hi y'all! I may be putting "How I Needed Her" on hiatus- 
          i actually want to complete all the chapters and then post about four chapters at a time every two days, so you all have extra to read and get frequent updates. I have two (in progress) fanfics i want to do the same with aswell, so, including how i needed her, i have three projects co complete.
          
          Actually, i will be putting how i needed her on hiatus. So, it isnt cancelled! Just dont expect any updates until November, or January. Sorry for the sudden news but ill make sure to finish the book, then release the chapters. Chapter 6 of 'How I Needed Her' will be released before i put the book on hiatus. Thanks!