You should check out the band Erra. Also Out Came The Wolves I say they are one of those love them or hate them bands but I don't know how I feel about them yet. Have a nice day or night which ever it is when this is read.
You sound lovely. I hope things get better:). I would be your friend, but that'll be .... Awkward? I do not know >.<. Anyways, you are lovely, please do notforget it :3