potatoissoco

Hello all! I keep coming to this account. I swear, this will be the last..
          	My mental health has definitely been getting better. I'm going with a nonchalant personality now. How are you?
          	I know a lot of you know me for my FNAF and TMC works. If you're here for FNAF, please leave. I love you, but you have nothing to do with this.
          	Reversed has been discontinued, and I doubt it's still up. Anyways, have this, because I am still dissatisfied. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Qsw731jb0T4DPyaPxuoFTbONFLbYQiXQWZf8_llSnnw/edit
          	That is the plot of reversed in whole. Thanks for reading!
          	You're reading my posts, still. I love you so much! /p. nobody gives me much attention, and that will be my path for the rest of time. I thank you for making me stray, even for just a little bit.
          	Please, if you're interesting in why I am gone, read my many paragraphs before. Maybe I'll even make a post. Who knows?
          	With that, I bid you adieu.

potatoissoco

Hello all! I keep coming to this account. I swear, this will be the last..
          My mental health has definitely been getting better. I'm going with a nonchalant personality now. How are you?
          I know a lot of you know me for my FNAF and TMC works. If you're here for FNAF, please leave. I love you, but you have nothing to do with this.
          Reversed has been discontinued, and I doubt it's still up. Anyways, have this, because I am still dissatisfied. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Qsw731jb0T4DPyaPxuoFTbONFLbYQiXQWZf8_llSnnw/edit
          That is the plot of reversed in whole. Thanks for reading!
          You're reading my posts, still. I love you so much! /p. nobody gives me much attention, and that will be my path for the rest of time. I thank you for making me stray, even for just a little bit.
          Please, if you're interesting in why I am gone, read my many paragraphs before. Maybe I'll even make a post. Who knows?
          With that, I bid you adieu.

potatoissoco

I would like to follow up on my last statement. 
          I returned to this account just to find some of my old writings. I found a certain DM from someone. It goes as follows: Hey.. what happened with Adam? The creator of the S.U AU?
          I cannot respond.
          I would love to.
          
          What happened is simple.
          Adam was a kind-of egotistical person. I am not going to shed any kindness for him any longer. Anyone who experienced the popularity he gained would act the way he did. I do not blame him, he was having a hard time. 
          He made a Fandom page for his infamous S.U AU. I was the main contributor. At the time, he was getting more into the Project Sekai fandom, and so he invited the friends he made on the Project Sekai Wiki page to work on his own AU page. They made a few posts, but they never really contributed. As the main contributor, I felt lost. 
          I worked on the wiki during the summer, late at night. It horribly messed up my sleep schedule, and I regret it dearly. I wrote everything, I edited everything, I uploaded everything, and yet I wasn't mentioned once. I was never spoken to. It drove me a little insane. 
          I get dark at night. I get angry. I get stressed. At night is when I feel my worst. 
          And, feeling my worst, I made a post. A post I should've made a long time ago. I called out Adam for his lack of contribution. I told him to contribute more. He had just made the wiki and left. 
          He DMed the next day with a long paragraph I never read. 
          We broke off our friendship and I left. He left. I never deleted my profile. He deleted both. I'm flattered he thinks of me this harshly. 
          I suppose he didn't like my post. It's completely understandable. Adam had a hard life, and I will not be sharing what he was having trouble with publicly. With the overwhelming pressure and the recent break-up (i think), I suppose he cracked. It was for the better for both of us, though. I respect his choice. If I was still stuck like I was, I'm sure I would've killed myself by now.

potatoissoco

To make this post about me, I'd like to repeat what I said in my message from July. 
            I do not write on Wattpad anymore for spoken reasons. I have moved completely to AO3, and I do not regret it in any way. I do not write anywhere else (except for twitter, but I don't do that as often publicly anymore.)
            If you would like to read more of mine, please do expect it to come off as the writing of this text did. I do not write as badly as I did in the past, and I am constantly improving as a writer. Even if you didn't care, I wouldn't give you my AO3 account anyways. As I mentioned, my AO3 account is a way for me to express who I truly am. I cannot constantly bind myself. To make friends and let them see everything there is to see on AO3 is incredibly binding. I wish for nobody on wattpad to see my works on AO3.
            If you truly wish, I can publish my unposted drafts. I will untag them and put them in my own, and you may read them. That is only if someone explicitly asks. DM me. If you message me on here, you'll overwrite everything I've said. Please don't do that. 
            DM me if you would like to see the writing from the past, Otherwise, this is my final goodbye (I hope.)
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potatoissoco

this message may be offensive 
What I said that night affected both of us. It's engraved in my mind, that morning, when I saw the notification, and it stops me from writing on Wattpad. I'm not going to make this post about me. 
            I'd like to extend on what I said in the post. I don't remember clearly, and I don't have direct reference, but I hated him. I hated Adam, because I knew he was affecting my mental health greatly. The reason I still stayed with him was my love for him, his writing, and just how fun he was to talk to. 
            I must've been vague, but I'm sure I got my point across. 
            Adam needed to grow up. He had to stop sexualizing his characters like a child, he had to stop not commiting to what he created like a child. He explicitly said he wanted to be treated as an adult, as a mature person, but his personality was making that very, very difficult. I wanted to call him out for that, and I suppose I am now. 
            Really, that's it. And that's what caused the 'big thing' with Adam, me, and the S.U AU. I made a great post calling Adam an asshole, Adam couldn't take the criticism, and then he deleted everything related to me or just blocked me everywhere. He even changed accounts on roblox for me. I'm, again, flattered. He did still follow me on tiktok, so I just made him unfollow and stopped using it because I don't want a virus on my phone. So, yeah. That's the whole story.
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potatoissoco

i dont want the first message ppl see on my acc to be "damn bro hes gone" so heres as detailed as i can get:
          
          I have quit wattpad. Nobody really sees my work and everything here is a remnant of what I've done in the past, which I don't enjoy. I've wanted to move to AO3 for a while now, and I had another account with the same username. I've done something I regret yet don't, and everything that's happened because of that is here, on wattpad. I don't like the functions and the forever white mode on here as well, so AO3's a big go-to for me. I have more freedom on there than I do here.
          
          I do hope some people will still find enjoyment in my work, even if most has been taken from public view. But from now on, goodbye.
          
          whatever. thats the best i can do.