"I regret it and it wasn't even me who had it. At least, you were careless enough to admit that you were obsessed with something. I only say horrible things because I feel guilty. I don't want anything to do with this any more, I hate people telling me what I have to do. Why should I have to go just because everyone's telling me to? (...) Everything's better under the stars, I suppose. If we get another life after we die, I'll meet you there, old sport..."

Radio Silence - Alice Oseman