to anyone who actually reads this: i just finished reading 'i think i like it' by canadianhannah on archiveofourown and the emotion i'm currently feeling is unbelievable.
the fic is frerard, however if you do not ship frerard or dislike my chem, i still strongly urge you to read it.
at the start, it was just a funny teacher/student fanfic but as it progressed it became an emotional rollercoaster with possibly the most brilliant, saddest ending i've ever had the pleasure of reading.