ember

first time seeking attention — please don't mind. 
          
          guess who just finished this year's first mercury combust? me! okay that apart, uh, what do i say. I'm writing this book called 'Angelic' it's a sb ff, if you like sciency stuff then you might like it.

i wrote a little something about learning binary numbers and...this is what happened in angelic.
          
          “Hm, lets say, you have interpreter that has memory of space of one byte….and one byte equals?”
          “8 bits.” 
          “Perfect. Your 2 can be represented as just 10, isn’t it? But since  your memory space is hungry to fill all of it’s space, you just fill it with zeroes. That way, your memory space is filled, and your number still retains the same value. Just look at it, you add n number of zeroes before the ‘10’ and it still is the same value.” 
          “Yes, that makes sense.” he said. “Similarly, 3 is 011, same case, but just look at it, if you combine 1 and 0, you barely get four number combinations. That is 00, 01, 10 and 11. When you run out of two digit combination, you move to three digit combinations. Hence, we have our first three digit combination — 100 or 4 in decimal.” 
          “Ahhhhhhhhh.” he dragged in realisation. Angela let go of her urge to hide her smile and smiled without hesitation. “Like wise, we have three digit combinations that represent some number and when you run out of those, you move to four digit combination.” 
          “Whoaaaaaaaa, that’s so cool.” he celebrated. 
          “Oh dear god.” Angela said. “You humble me so much, darling.” she said, raising her hand over his cheek. She leant forward, while he was still in his binary haze, and kissed his cheek. He was shocked, his smile dropped. He observed her up closely, her eyes moved to his lips, and before his switches turned on, her lips were already over his.

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO TERRY! honestly, if i had to praise taehyun, i feel like i need to do my research beforehand, because what do you mean there's a man whos smart, and is handsome and talented and a perfectionist and his brain operates so fast you just sit back and relax because you just know he'll say something sensible, and is also a secretly a hopeless romantic, if there's a word for that in the dictionary, then it's Taehyun

listening to automatic remix as a r&b fan is like walking into a library as a bookworm. the happiness you get from seeing all kr&b artists, oof, god, my breath is tight from listening to bibi's verse, also HELLO LEE HI? Jamie? gosh. please if you listen to this song, make sure you gatekeep because what the heckkkkk

obsessed with moonwalkin' for the same reason everyone is obsessed with it

update for angelic, go check it out

"whats your favourite book?" the english dictionary, any questions beyond that?

okay so i came rushing here after watching gayo daejeon 2025, and let me tell you, actuallly 'let me tell you' because that collaboration stage was something people have been YEARNING since a decade of 4th gen kpop introduction.
          
          holy fuck, i am in such awe at yeonjun's professionalism and adaptablity because he knew everyone was getting over his back for the hot choreo but man didnt hold back and he actually performed he same choreo. here's my verdict, i have watched yoonchae performing and i have always believed she was a really good performer, and the fact that she matched dani's original vibe so well and even presented it with her own style amazes me, and to yeonjun, the man you are, he was so so so so respectful with his body language, his GAZE on her, he looked at her so beautifully with restrained emotions during performing and the way they vibed in talk to you was crazy, yoonchae matched the recklessness the song brings out, and i read someone comment that yeonjun looks very punchable LMAO because he reacts so well when he gets air punched lol, and that part was my favourite. i dont know how to say this but my respects for that man went up like a rocket, i swear i might simply bow down to him when i see him in real life because what a man, what an idol, what a performer, what an artist. holy fuck, i have goosebumps as his fan.

the best part about being an engg major is writing about mushy things like love in terms of literally sciencey terms. Like look at this paragraph in Angelic: "He hadn’t even noticed resting his other hand over her knee. She recalled him getting on his bed without permission, he’d got the courage like a rascal, yet he sounded like he couldn’t hold the weight of her heart crushing on him in pascal(s). She liked his birth setting humor. It was very entertaining. He turned to her, she felt her pupils dilating, her dead heart that was running with wires suddenly felt a push that she felt it beating. Fast"

should i update moonhoney or angelic today? i feel therapist energy too, but my bids are on first two.