hani

heyhey hani if you feel like taking a break thats a good way to go but i hope you never give up on writing here. i love every single story you've let out on this app. it really amazes me how deeply connected you are to everything you write and how much of yourself you give to them. you deserve a whole lot of recognition and i hope you get that. 
          also i am not much of a fantasy fan but till now i liked centre of magic honestly it was a good idea with a lot of potential. but you should write what you want to, what makes you feel proud.
          its okay if some of your works make you question, "what was i thinking while writing this?", all of its just proof how much you've grown and evolved both as a person and as a writer. 
          ily and i see how hard you work <3 im proud of you

I dont know what is more a yeonjun thing—him cleaning up after trying the clothes or him cinematically saying "beautiful people leave the place beautiful too", and then proceeding to say "That's what is always written in bathroom stalls" was simply my write that down! Write that down moment!

I have grown. I cant write books without trauma and intimacy. Its just become my second nature. I view it very maturely i guess. 

And please. I hate centre of magic. I hat fantasy (guys I'm too old for aesop and grimm brothers) and i hate history. Like i hate it so much. I know i could have kept to myself but honestly i simply had to torture myself and write this book because my sixteen year self thought it would be cool. The funny part is i did actually read grimm brothers lately and i was fucking convinced they were set out to traumatise children. It's just trauma. Every character at the end just suffers. 

Honestly yo, i am determined I'm gonna get back to writing a book so fucking swoon worthy like I'm getting nomimated for a booker price i swear. I know I took off Angelic because i did honestly fucking hate how much it reminded me of fucking college. I will still not give up on and make it that book of mine that'll go to my writing portfolio next year. 

It hasnt even been a minute since i dcelared going on a break and you guys have to flatter me by adding sweetener to your gorgeous reading lists? Am i even supposed to stay or uhm? Reconsider? 

I will uhm, be going on a break for a short while i guess, and I'll come back and focus on only three books—afterglow, moonhoney and blue roses. I'm not very interested in writing the others and I think I've most likely would have lost interest for the rest. I'm sorry. I didn't expect that from myself either but i had a breakthrough moment and i felt too overwhelmed and until that overwhelm eases, its difficult for me to continue writing. I'll come back occasionally and will probably rant if it hurts but yeah, a break for a while is necessary. 

haniiii i miss you i hope youre well

Thanks for your votes on For Sure and for Certain!  I appreciate the support!

Though the year 2024 was about drastic changes, i hope that 2025 will be about celebrating consistencies, those that bring comfort and solace. I'll hope for more happiness and kindness. sending lots of love, Happy 2025.