Hello beautiful, I read your story and I believe that you are worth so much more than what your mother has given you, I want you to know that you are the center of a cosmic galaxy because you are the brightest of all the stars. Love yourself more than she does because I do. I honestly also believe you should keep writing because it may help you develop a better coping system and your story deserves to be heard. If you ever need any help writing just message me and I will help you with anything from wording to editing.