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I was in my guitar class today and I kept messing up the same exact thing every time. My teacher asked me to play a song that I've been working on for the past week and I was extremely nervous and I messed everything up. I'm not the best at guitar. I barely know how to even play it. But I've been working on that short little song for soooo long he expected me to know it. So when he corrected me and told me to sit back in my seat I was like "I'm never taking a nother class again, this is stupid, I'd rather play piano, guitar isn't for me blah blah blah" But then I remembered what my grandma said to me when she got me the guitar I've been looking at for months. "Before I die I want you to sing me a song written entirely by you" and that hurt like hell. I don't want her to go... She has taught me everything dude. My parents were homeless when they had me so they told my grandma to take care of me till they make some money to afford a place to live. I lived with my grandma for 5 years. I wish it were longer. She taught me how to walk and do basic shit. She also taught me how to cook and I always helped her when I was little. Now she gave me her huge recipe book and every week I make her something. I wish she didn't have cancer... I wish she didn't have to go through all this horrible stuff. Id take her place in a heartbeat if I could. That's sadly not how it works tho... I don't know how I'll live knowing that "I'm going to grandma's house to see her and help her bake" won't be a thing anymore....
