Hey my loves,
I’ve been meaning to write this for a while, but I didn’t really know how to put it into words. I’m sorry for disappearing and not updating for so long. It wasn’t because I stopped caring—if anything, it’s the opposite.
Lately, I’ve been struggling a lot with writing. Every time I sit down to continue the story, my mind just goes blank… or I end up overthinking every single line. Nothing feels right anymore. The scenes don’t hit the way I want them to, the emotions feel incomplete, and I keep feeling like I’m not doing justice to the story or to you.
This story means a lot to me, and so do all of you who have been reading, waiting, and supporting me. That’s why it’s been so hard—I don’t want to give you something that feels rushed or empty. But at the same time, staying away like this hasn’t been easy either. I miss writing. I miss sharing parts of this world with you.
I guess I’m just in a phase where I’m trying to find my spark again… trying to reconnect with the characters and the emotions that made me start this journey in the first place. It’s frustrating, and honestly, a little scary, because I don’t want to lose something that means so much to me.
But I promise you this—I’m not giving up. I just need a little more time to breathe, to think, and to come back stronger with something that actually feels right.
Thank you for staying. Thank you for your patience, your love, and for not leaving even when I went quiet. It truly means everything to me, more than I can ever express in words.
I’ll be back… and when I am, I hope it’ll be worth the wait
