prayingforjiminsjams

I’m fragile. I don’t deserve to be broken, to be treated this way. Treated like my feelings don’t matter, like she’s the only one who feels pain. This isn’t fair. I was young. What I did as a child out of good will shouldn’t force me to suffer and be looked down on as “the troubled kid”. I don’t deserve this. This is wrong. And it’s adults who have caused this pain for me. And unhealable pain called “being broken”. No one can fix me. No one has tried. I hate this feeling. I trusted her. I cared for her and called her my ‘best friend’. Then she screwed me over. I am hurting more than she ever was. Why does no one look at it from my point of view? Why am I the liar? Why is it my fault? What have I done to deserve this? Why does everyone hate me? I don’t blame others for my paint, then why does everyone blame me for hers?

prayingforjiminsjams

WAIT I FORGOT TO PUT A EXPLANATION. Okay so chill guys, this is like possibly foreshadowing for a future book??? pls Im so dumb i forgot to put a disclaimer I'm so sorry .
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coffeexbts

hey there!
          thank you so much for the vote on 'Boy in Luv'! hope i don't disappoint you in the future.
          take care and stay safe!

prayingforjiminsjams

@-vxntage_tears Np, and it did not disappoint  . And ty you too
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prayingforjiminsjams

I’m fragile. I don’t deserve to be broken, to be treated this way. Treated like my feelings don’t matter, like she’s the only one who feels pain. This isn’t fair. I was young. What I did as a child out of good will shouldn’t force me to suffer and be looked down on as “the troubled kid”. I don’t deserve this. This is wrong. And it’s adults who have caused this pain for me. And unhealable pain called “being broken”. No one can fix me. No one has tried. I hate this feeling. I trusted her. I cared for her and called her my ‘best friend’. Then she screwed me over. I am hurting more than she ever was. Why does no one look at it from my point of view? Why am I the liar? Why is it my fault? What have I done to deserve this? Why does everyone hate me? I don’t blame others for my paint, then why does everyone blame me for hers?

prayingforjiminsjams

WAIT I FORGOT TO PUT A EXPLANATION. Okay so chill guys, this is like possibly foreshadowing for a future book??? pls Im so dumb i forgot to put a disclaimer I'm so sorry .
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prayingforjiminsjams

Hey guys, its freezing outside and I'm under 2 covers of blankets and I can't move my legs because my whole body is shaking so much.. is this normal?

Connie_Is_Food

I’m glad your feeling better
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prayingforjiminsjams

Okay update: I'm now feeling extremely hot like wth
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prayingforjiminsjams

To my fellow armies, did you know hybe is collaborating with wattpad and there is a bts ff under the paid stories category. Cause I surely didn't know that until 2 minutes ago and also that must mean bts know very well about what we do on  here in our free time

prayingforjiminsjams

@Connie_Is_Food yep, I’m litterateur crying  
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prayingforjiminsjams

I have a question: did we all use to read YouTube fanfictions before discovering Wattpad? I still remember the good old days 

prayingforjiminsjams

@Connie_Is_Food yes, we can all agree on that haha
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Connie_Is_Food

Yes I did. That truly was a time lol
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