preppypeyton

bro i haven’t been on in forever wtf

preppypeyton

this message may be offensive 
@whytemanswhore
          
          okay so idk if you know this but its officially around 1  1/2 year(s) since i met you and holy shit have you changed my fucking life. when i first met you i thought you were super funny and charismatic, so after i saw a bunch of your comments i mustered up the courage to reply to a few. i really never thought it would go anywhere, i was expecting a short dry conversation and us to never speak again, but thankfully i was wrong. 
          i kinda stalked your page for a few days, trying to figure out the kind of person you are, so i could try and be the perfect best friend to you. at the time i was really struggling mentally, and i really wanted someone to talk with and get to know, who wouldnt judge me. after a few days of us randomly @ eachother and talking, i realized what an amzing person you are. 
          
          we would get advice from one another, and comment on eachother's books, but other than that we were kinda just friends. then we got closer, and started to trust each other with more personal details, and next thing i knew i got a dm asking if we could call. 
          
          when i say my heart was racing. ive never had an online friend like you before, so i was so nervous. at the time it was around 9am, so i just had woken up, and didnt have time to get ready, and when i thought that you would judge as this was your first impression of me, you didnt. 
          
          there were many things  guessed about you, like how your voice sounded and how your eyes shined in the light. I guessed how your laugh sounded like, and all that imagining, and you still managed to surprise me. i remember how nervous i was to actually see your face, because i knew that you were fucking gorgeous (and i was right) and i thought that i should have dressed up more than my curly hair in a bun and my harry potter pajamas. 
          
          now that was a milestone for me. you changed my life after that call, and i am so happy because of it.
          
          after that, i just had to hear your voice again, so we scheduled another call...

preppypeyton

@whytemanswhore I know you said you weren’t good with words but that’s the best description of the way I feel for you. You changed me amber, you changed why I smile and who I smile for, you changed my outlook on the world. You are my everything, the apple in my eye, the peanut butter to my jelly, the Steve to my Bucky the wanda to my vision. You are everything to me, I love you.
• Reply

preppypeyton

and i got to know you even more. it was so fun to listen to you rant about school and your favourite foods and the different cultures we have. i loved to listen to how smooth you spoke with your accent, and how calming it was. 
            
            slowly though, i began to fall in love with you. i cant explain the exact feeling, but it was something i hadnt felt with past people. it was something new and i loved it. you made me a better person, and i loved you for it. because in the end, i just love you in general. amber-lee, you are the perfect person, and im not just saying that because i can, im saying it because i believe it. i love you amber. 
            thank you for giving me a bit of light in my darkest hour, because you are my reason to work hard every day so that one day i get to see you. one day i get to see your beautiful eyes infront of me, not on a screen. 
            
            so to end this long ass rant, thank you amber. you mean the world to me, and i cant imagine a world without you. i love you
• Reply