My boyfriend is pretty amazing. I'm really thankful for him. He helped me a few weeks ago when I had this insane panic attack triggered from a nightmare on a school night. It was 2 am ish in the morning, and I texted him and was freaking out. He kept facetiming me as I was trying to text him what was going on and kinda didn't want him to hear/see me like scream-crying and hyperventilating. But he didn't stop. I sent the long texts and he read and replied and kept trying to call me. I finally answered, but it was kinda on accident because my hands were shaking so bad it just clicked the accept button on the screen. And so he could now hear my sobs and shaky uneven breaths. I think he realized how actually bad it was. He gently and quietly 'shhh'd me. Both our screens were black but just hearing his voice was enough. He said to me he would be right back and was very gentle and sweet. He was gone for a few minutes and called me again. He was there and just listened to me and shhh'd me and just knowing he was there was enough. My mom came in and I ended the call and texted him. What I didn't know was that he had somehow gotten my mom's number and called/texted her letting her know my situation and that she should check on me. I am so thankful and grateful for that and him. I continued to text him for like 30 min at least and that calmed me down. While my mom also stayed next to me in bed for like 2 hours till I finally couldn't sleep so she left. And she said I had the best boyfriend ever. Cause yes I do I love him. And then in the morning he comforted me. And whenever I get other panic or anxiety attacks, he's there for me. And I'm thankful for that.
