He does exactly what you did for years, leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom gets diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices just don’t effect you. They effect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up.