elsa

Dearest, Freya Elise,
          
          Today I heard your voice... I don't know what it was that I was feeling but I was overwhelmed by it ( I may have cried but who knows). I was delighted to hear you although I wasnt the person you were talking to. It just felt warm to hear to your voice after so long. 
          
          You are constantly on my mind and when I think about you I feel like I have one more reason to live. I may not seem like the type who can't move on but I don't know, if you know... but I'm still hung over the past. I doesn't matter if you say if you're alright but how I treated you, ignored you still haunts me. I cant belive how you forgave me but I can never wash off this guilt. You would probably say that it wasnt a big matter but now that I've came to realise that I lost you... it matters to me. It matters to me so much cause I was the bad guy who pushed you, who wasnt there for you. I know that you can be forgiving but you wont be forgetting the scars I left you with. 
          
          I just really regret what all I have done to you. I just hope we go back to what we were or you give me a chance to prove myself as trustworthy once more. Disappointing you is what I've come to fear.
          
          I wish you all the best for you exam. May all your hardwork bare its sweetest fruit. Best of luck on your test. I'll be waiting for your return. I love you more than I loved you yesterday.
          Love,
          Stella.

I miss seeing you on your birthdays 
          It should be a national holiday
          I wish I was with you today
          To say I love you more than I loved you yesterday

Its been too long since I wrote to you but that doesn't mean I forgot about you or anything I missed you just as much as I did before or more... these days Im going on morning walks but still all I think about is how  awesome these walks would be if I can hold your hand and share these moments with you...Im having a stay over for the first time in a while and I  wish it was with you... hope you come back soon to me... waiting for you as always... i dont know if you are ever gonna read this message yet I just want you to know I love you and I have always been loving you... 
          
          I wanna meet you soo badlyyy... Good luckk with your upcoming exams Im praying for best to happen you❤

Hey, won't you tell me what to do?
          How can I go on with life,
          Without you by my side?
          All that you are vanished from sight
          Throughout the dawn into the night
          

I love you more than I loved you yesterday 

Too shy to say..
          'I wish you stay'

Heyy I just popped in to let you know that I am waiting for May to come soon, so you can visit me and Ill get to hangout with you during your stay

https://youtu.be/2ZFv_TMULNA
          
          Gurl do whatever you want to do, reach all the aims and goals you want but know that I’m not going anywhere and I’ll be there for you waiting for you.

Im counting days to your final exams cuz you’ll be coming back to me after it!

Hey 
          will you read all my spams and reply to me?? Ive been waiting for you as long as I remember..but for you I could wait more if thats what you want from me!?