prettyboy_m2m

When Dr. A talked to me, my gawdd !! i don't know how to react, i can't even looked at him in the eye, and worse of all, when his talking i ended up looking at his lips !! gosh !!! i wanted to disappear on his sight.. nakakahiya !!! that feeling when you wanted to make the ground open then swallowed you whole. hayyysss!!! so embarassing  i hope he doesn't notice it, but who am i kidding, right? it's too obvious !!

prettyboy_m2m

When Dr. A talked to me, my gawdd !! i don't know how to react, i can't even looked at him in the eye, and worse of all, when his talking i ended up looking at his lips !! gosh !!! i wanted to disappear on his sight.. nakakahiya !!! that feeling when you wanted to make the ground open then swallowed you whole. hayyysss!!! so embarassing  i hope he doesn't notice it, but who am i kidding, right? it's too obvious !!

prettyboy_m2m

Weird feelings:
          
          I think wattpad really influence me, so with my feelings 
          - am i just attracted to the idea of how to loved and to be loved by a doctor?
          reading so much lovestories about doctors and all, i think i was overwhelmed by it , i don't know how did it happened and started, i just woke up and realized that i like Dr. A  my gawd!! kaloka guys !! i don't know anything about him, i just know his name, that he is a doctor, our doctor. He is handsome in away, he's tall, and has a good body shape, not too much muscles.  He speak softly, he's always busy typing on his laptop, he doesn't talk too much based on what i observed. 
          -guys, when his next to me i got trembled, i don't know why, maybe because i'm nervous, anxious or conscious where in the first place his just around and done nothing  i'm so funny!! 
          - i just like him nothing more, nothing less !! i'm not expecting anything because we're really in a different level, his just too much to dream of, so i'm just settling to just like him. All i know that he's not married yet but i'm not sure if he has a girlfriend but there's this woman i saw who was looking for him, she's pretty and cute and i just assumed that maybe that woman is his girlfriend. I'm not hurt, i didn't get jelous too,  but i still feel the same way towards him. Maybe my emotion got matured too, I'm 25 so i think i'm old enough to understand everything. I don't know his age but i think he's on his 30's.

prettyboy_m2m

I had a dream..  it's really weird, I thought it was true!!
             " marj, Alam mo kung ano pinagsisihan ko ng mga panahong yon? ,, yon ung ngpakatorpe ako" that was his line ...
          
          so, so weird!! and it affects me .. after all this years, he has still a little space in my heart :(
          - my highschool puppy love M.O.T