i know nobody ever sees this. i know that. my book isn't popular, it's not good at all. it's really really bad. and i know that. i was 15 when i wrote it and i was new to writing and i can see now reading it that it's terrible, and my almost 17 year old self is much more developed in writing. but the thing about this book, is that it means so much to me. it's the first work of mine and it will always be close to my heart, but at the same time i just want to delete it because it is so bad and i just don't know what to do. i'm thinking about editing the entire thing and just redo everything, to keep the story that i care much about but actually turn it into something readable. i'll probably do it when my anxiety and depression gets a little more lowkey lol.
