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Hey sorry I know no one cares cuz my stories are trash but I want to apologize for not writing. I haven't had the time or my computer so yeah. Anyway I'm back

moo.

i'm a fucking cat.

Gonna be honest. not sure how long I can keep up this act of being okay and being a good daughter or sister or friend. I recently lost someone who mesnt so muchto me. I knowi will beokay somedau but not now. I justdont knowhow longi can keep up this stupid act

i have been so happy for the past few weeks. and today marks the day I broke down and i just need to vent. 
          i just feel like I won’t be good enough for anyone. I feel like they’ll all leave me and i can’t lose them. 
          I feel ugly and fat and lost annnot okay. 
          I know being sad is normal but it hurts somfucking bad. It’s not depression but I’m worried it might come back. 
          Everything tastes black and a not good blood red. 
          

How can I be better socially????

Schools tomorrow. Kill me. Hit me wit your car. Give me bleach. Ugh

Sorry I haven’t been updating anything, some stuffs going on but I’ll update soon. 

In order to love who you are, you have to accept the things that have shaped you. And in order to be loved by someone else, you must be able to accept yourself. 

Don’t. Watch. Bird. Box. 
          Watch. Bird. Box. 
          It’s so damn good. 
          Your mind and emotions are not ready for the mind dicketry and horror and emotions and sadness and all that and happiness. 
          Watch it.