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I miss writing James and Lily Potter fanfics. I'll start again. 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES POTTER, PRONGS, HARRY'S DAD, SIRIUS AND REMUS BEST FRIEND, LILY'S HUSBAND, GRYFFINDOR'S CHASER!!!
          
          I personally think James Potter was a great guy. The fantastic thing about the characters in Harry Potter is that all of them are real, not perfect and have their share of flaws. In fact, up until the point that we read about Snape's memory of him being bullied by James, I'm pretty certain most of us looked at James as a good person.
          
          And that's the biggest problem. There's literally just one chapter that discusses this bullying episode briefly, and many people jump on that alone.

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It's always the no face showing h*** talking the most trash about Selena's looks. 
          
          Not only was she being racist, but she was being sexist and had the nerve to make fun of Selena's disease Lupus that many struggle and have died from. 

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I have no idea what to do now. So I deleted all my social media accounts, yet again I‘m losing myself in this void where I have no idea how to approach stuff. I can‘t get it off my mind. I can‘t just brush the people off. Because that‘s just not me. Idk how others do it. Just blocking someone and moving on for months or so. Idk how it‘s done but me? I could never.
          
          Maybe it‘s the anger that made me delete my socials or maybe it‘s the repetitive grief. Whichever it is, I hope it goes away but I feel like I‘m putting on this mask and I hate masks when talking to people I actually care for.
          
          Anyways I was thinking about how I could cope with stuff and I came to certain conclusions. Basically I just urgently need to be affirmed that there‘s an actual person to whom I can go to whenever I want and vice-versa. But it‘s super hard for me to make someone that person if they do something even slightly bad.
          
          I‘m aware this is a really toxic trait of mine.