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@maeneko @ohch1m thank you guys so muchh!! Dis made me crryy uwuuu ilyyy!!

@maeneko - come a time where they won’t be there anymore, you’ll grieve their absence, you’ll regret, but what does regret do ? Nothing ? U’ll just feel guilty knowing you can’t do anything. So don’t say ‘I can’t wait to move out’ bc it’ll be one of you’re biggest regrets. And I don’t want you to regret, i don’t want u feeling the agony of regret. Instead make the most of it, the time with ur parents is precious. So cherish it. :) 
            Sorry this was a long ass message but oh well. 
             I love you, stay strong, and don’t lose faith in ur parents, they definitely love u, maybe it’s just hard for them to show it. Be understanding, it might be a lot to ask, but they’re you’re treasure. 
            Again, I might keep rambling on and on about this, so I’ll stop here. 
            I’m love you zy. <3 
            You’re brave darling.

@princess1626 not exaggerating but, Mum literally says the exact same lines, like hey I’m ur daughter too. 
            
            But hey zy, ur strong and I know more than anyone else that you’ll have a bright future with ppl u want to be with, have a beautiful family with no worries. It’ll will probs feel like it’ll take forever, but it’ll come. Because what’s life if there were no tripping along the way. I can tell with confidence that you will trip kazillion times, you will go thru a time where you’ll think that living is just exhausting but, overcoming it will prove to every single person out there especially to yourself, that you’ll think ‘sike, i just got up ppl/life, and I did it when I was in the deepest pits underground, in darkness, and I did it all by myself’. Dear zy, life is a test, we live it once, so gotta learn what you can from it’s lessons, even if it’s bad, even if it’s good, we learn from falling flat on the ground. 
            Although, it may seem like ‘ugh my closest ppl, my parents are what’re making me regret anything.’ But maybe we just gotta be more understanding, it’s what we can do. Sometimes we think that our parents are hero’s and dismiss the fact that they’re human too. Sometimes our insensitiveness is what blurs out ur vision. Ive seen fazes of my parents where they were so depressed it affected me, then it hit me hard that they also needed a break probably more than I needed one. Then I thought, how hard it must be to raise 4 goddamn children to become respectful adult, how hard it must be to make money for our family, how hard it is for them to explain to us our financial situation. That I might have way less than other teenagers my age, but we have each other. A family is unbeatable. A father that was a drunken mess every time he came home and he abused his son, are now living happily. It was just the understanding was lacking. 
            So my message is love ur parents even if they might seem like your enemies sometimes, they are not, they’re ur everything, there will-

@princess1626 meee

@princess1626 <3333

@princess1626 it’s okay, we’ll give you the comfort you need 

@princess1626 WAIT I JUST SAW THIS—

@princess1626 trust me it’s a repeating cycle, but if it’s u, you’ll overcome it baby.

@princess1626 like actually, why ?

@princess1626 always telling her this, and she reply’s with a “good thing u know u aren’t worthy of living”

@princess1626 ikr, if only..